mz work harder to get wat i wan!!!

i realy mz work harder to improve my result..hmmpp...although i already improve alot in som of d subject..bt i felt tat is stil nt enuf..hmmpp..bt sej,sc..no matter how hard i read d result i get is jz d same...tats quite hurt to me..coz i realy pay alot of effort in diz two subject..bt whn teacher pass to me my exam paper.. d marks is jz almost d same.. so..to get d result i wan..i muz work harder n pay more effort!!! i blf i can do it^^..hahaha..although d result is stil d same whn PMR.. thn i really duno wat to say d ..haha..bt as long i try my best^O^hope sumone can teach me din proper method to read sej..T_T..coz i knew d method i read sej is wrg bt other thn diz i really duno hw to memorize it already..